Mother, the Entertainer

It's now June 29, 2011.  I stopped blogging for a while - not sure exactly why...but I need it again!  So hello - I'mmmmmm BAAAACK!  I need to get crap off my chest!  Today, I broke down, crying - all because of my son.  I feel so bad putting that in writing but I honestly wanted to spank him hard today.  I didn't.  But I really, REALLY wanted to.  Why is it that stay-at-home moms have to cook, clean, rear, educate and oh yeah - entertain ALL DAY LONG?  I am so sick of planning stuff every single day - day in and day out to keep my kid entertained.  Some days, I wish we could just sit out back and enjoy a day at home for a change.  My son is extremely spoiled - we've spent over $1500 on yard/water toys for him in the past month (I think that's spoiled and way too much).  He literally has a "water wonderland" out in our back yard.  Now why the heck won't he play with anything??!!  Why is it that he has the need to constantly be entertained by me or another?  I am 7 months pregnant right now with our second son and on some days I need to just sit out back on a lounge chair and let my 2 year old self-entertain.  But he refuses!  He cries, whines, complains, throws his toys.  What the hell is wrong?  Did I do this to myself??  Did I create this monster?  Why is he always so bored if I am not taking him out to a park or playdate or event??  Why doesn't he just want to be home and play with all his wonderful toys?  Does anyone else have this issue?  Why do I feel like my new title needs to be "Mother, the Entertainer"?